Danke

So apparently this is also being read in Germany... interesting.

I have had the most unproductive day. All I've done is laid out in the sun to tan, and watched Game of Thrones and Once Upon a Time in bed. I have been quite lazy and I enjoy my lazy days.

Still, it's spring break and I ought to be doing something exciting. I want to go on an adventure.

A girl can dream!

xoxo

Spring Break Blah

I've been really slacking on this blog. I apologize.

Honestly this blog is just like a diary for me. Just a way for me to vent on the internet.
..yeah that doesn't sound too safe.

Anyway, my spring break has been boring and uneventful. I've spent most of it at home, and the only fun part so far has been shopping with my dad - mainly because he bought me whatever I wanted, which shocked me.

When my brain is filled with more intricate webs of thought, I'll return.

xoxo

Alaska?

So I just now checked my page views.

Who's looking at this stuff in Alaska?!

Personally, I think that's kinda awesome. Just sayin. Keep rockin', Alaska!

Sick living

Yeah I hate the fact that I live with my dad and I can't cry about a boy to him.

He just doesn't understand.

Your first love is someone that takes awhile to get over...and after two years, I still love mine. I can't stop crying over every mistake I made with him and all I could've done to save the relationship. I love him so much and I would do absolutely anything to even speak to him.

I'm pathetic.

Quickie

Today I ditched something I ought to do, but just didn't feel like doing.

I blame Senioritis..

Anyway, I am so ready for prom, beach week, and COLLEGE! I feel like I need a fresh start with a new set of friends. I'm even nervous that prom will be weird because I'm going with my most recent ex...awkward much? Hopefully this year's prom will kick last year's one's ass..

That's all I have time for today.

xoxo

Two years later..

Wow. So, a lot has changed since my last post. It's been two years and my mindset is completely different.

My boyfriend I was previously dating according to the most recent post, has now become my infamous ex. He broke my heart shortly after Valentine's day that year and I still love him to this day.

I don't really feel like I have close friends. I've always been on my own but recently I've discovered that I am quite an independent person. However, I miss the company of others sometimes, and most definitely the comfort of Dean by my side.

Things have gotten rather complicated, because he is now dating Taylor's sister. I do not hate her, nor resent her, but it's been difficult to cope with and accept.

It doesn't matter anyway. Time has flown by and I've experienced more in these past two years than I ever imagined I would. I've tried smoking, drinking, and snuck out to go to parties. That's never really been me, but I'm rebellious in spirit and I've always had an open mind. Although it's gotten me in a lot of trouble, I'd say most everything was worth it. I've learned lessons by it.


I'm going to change the style of my blog. I've grown and changed, therefore so must this blog.